holiday

sigh..... holiday is a no no for me.... i'm so jealous at my sis, who can spend her sweet time in home... doing nothing... but just to move herself from bed to dining table and back to her bed....

how i wish that i could turn back time and back to those days whereby I can have a lot of holidays....

nowadays, I have to check whether company is scheduling any training session before I can book ticket from Air Asia (-.-)'''''

i foresee that I have to spend even my weekend working.... damn...
i hate this... seriously, i hate this.....

it's my life... and i'm not selling my life and my world to the company....
i need my own time...
i need to run my world and not to depend at your time....
i want to control my time and not you, who control my time....

why on earth that there are people who can work for more than 10 years....
i have yet to work for even 1 year and I have started to feel bored...
aaarrggghhhhh....

them....

passed by a construction site around 10pm plus....

saw a big group of construction workers queuing up and waiting for their bus.....

they left their beloved family members and came all the way to Malaysia...
by having a dream... to earn money....

but, when they are here, they started to realise that life has not been an easy one for them... they are discriminated by the people in this country.... they are being forced to work till late night in order for them to earn more....
they are staying in construction site.... or having more than 10 persons in a room.... but yet, they are building those nice condominiums for those rich ones....

BUT, who knows... maybe they are enjoying it.....
haha....

all the best to them...
i would rather salute them than our national leaders...

malaysian driver

Aaaarghh.... 

I know I should not be shouting all the bad words when I'm driving... 

but i just couldn't control myself... 

road accident and even traffic jams can be solved if everyone just followed the rules and not to "cut queue".... 

they are just thinking about themselves.... 

putting their hand means that they can cut your queue... what kind of law is that.... damn... where the hell is your car signal??!!!! i so feel like chopping of your hand, do you know that???? 

BIAR LAMBAT ASAL SELAMAT.... 

I really need meditations.... to release my anger towards those idiotic dumb driver.... 

next time, whenever i encounter this type of driver, i shall pray for them.... hopefully, they won't get into accident in the future.... bless you.... 

信息

手痒。。。。用回被我遗弃已旧的Panasonic手机。。。。

看到很久很久以前的信息。。。

竟然还有以前搞活动而认识到你们的信息。。。。

呵呵。。。这电话可以存很多信息哦。。。

有很废的傻简讯。。。

有很窝心叫我要好好照顾自己的信息。。。

有生日的祝福。。。

有莫名其妙的简讯。。。。

读着简讯，竟然还能想起当时的我在哪里，做着什么。。。

那时的我，或许读太快了， 而没有领悟到什么。。。。 

现在，读着同样的东西，觉得自己好像错过了什么。。。。 

但，终究都不一样了。。。

shinhwa - angel

Kutorok barewadon shigani watso, norul wihan naeui kipun mamul turoso
Choumputo urin saranghal subagge opsona bwa

(The long awaited time has come
You've heard my deepest feelings for you
Maybe we had no other choice but to love since the start)

Nunbushin nomane wedingduresu rul ipgo ddollyo onun kasumun ddo tojil dut dwigo
Noeui ne bonjje sonkarage banji hanal ggiwugo

(You are wearing a bright wedding dress
My trembling hearts seems like it'll explode
I slip a ring onto your fourth finger)


*chorus*
Nunkama ne maumul durojwo yongwonhi nawa hamggeh sarakachwo
Achimen noeui moksoriro chamul ggewocheo
Harueh hanbonsshik ggok ana chwo.. saranghandanun maldo aggiji ma
Hangsang ne nunul bogo marul he chwo...
Choumchorom ku jarieh isulgeh
(Close your eyes, listen to my heart, live with me forever
In the morning, wake me up with your voice
Hug me once a day, tell me that you love me
Always look into my eyes and tell me
I will stay at the same place since the beginning)

Iroke nunmuri ddo norul apuge hal dde eh,
Noegen onjena nan nega himi dwejulggeh
Yaksokhalgeh niga naeui chonburanun kol.
I'm please just let me know
(When the tears hurt you
I will always be your strength
I promise you that you are my everything
I'm please just let me know)

Ahreumtaun nun, ko, ip, ku ipsul you so beautiful chamdun nege kisurul
Achimisul kuboda teo bijul. katun konggane isodo onuse miss u
Non ne chonbu nega sanun iyu nol pogo isul dden i'm way up in the sky
I can't fall down, i can't let you down,
I must admit that i'm in love with you
I wanna kiss you
(Beautiful eyes, nose, lips.. those lips 
you so beautiful, I kiss you as you are asleep
Brighter than the morning dew.. 
Even when we are together I miss you
You are my everything, my reason to live
When I look at you I'm way up in the sky
I can't fall down, I can't let you down,
I must admit that I'm in love with you
I wanna kiss you)

*repeat

Ni apeso murup ggulgo norul wihe nore purugo noeui nune bichin naeui mosub
Nomu hengbokhan mosubin kol
I'll make you smile again i finally miss you.
Nol saranghe kurol su bagge non ne chonsa nan ni suhochonsa
Oddon il isodo apuge haji ana
Nal nege matchulge hengbokhage niga taranaji mothage nega yaksoke uh
No matter what happens, i'lll be on your side
(I kneel down before you and I sing to you
Myself reflected in your eyes looks so happy
I'll make you smile again I finally miss you.
I love you, I cant help it
You are my angel, I'm your guardian angel
No matter what happens, I won't hurt you
I promise you, when you come to me
I'll make you happy
No matter what happens, I'lll be on your side)


Ne harurul noege ta julge, modu nega sutorok hejul koya
Noeui balkorumdo matchweo korulge~ choumchorom ku jarieh isojwo
(I will give my entire day to you
I will make you use every part of it
I will walk following with your footsteps
Just be at the same place since the beginning..)

Malaysia

will i be caught for writing this??? 

hmmmm.... 

Malaysia has celebrated 52nd birthday recently... 

and I have lived in this piece of land for 24 years..... 

have I developed those patriotic kind of feeling towards malaysia??? maybe yes, maybe no.... 

I love Malaysia because we speak English, Mandarin, Cantonese, Hokkien, Tamil, Malay in here.... 

I believe you will not be able to find any country that offers so many languags for their citizens in school.... 

in Malaysia, we have it... yippie~~~

i can enjoy all types of food due to our multi-racial status.... 

however, looking at our current politics.... I am totally speechless on it.... 

should i give further comment on it???? you know it, i know it... then, it's more than enough.... 

keep it in our heart.... Sssshhhhh... don't tell others.... 

where is she????

a friend is still missing.... 

Since Oct 2006, she just disappeared.... she did not pack her clothes when she left the house... it was believed that she had been kidnapped.... 

I found out the news when I was on a bus heading to Malacca.... 

she was in the headlines back then.... 

Tang Kuan Yee... 

she sat in front of me during Form 6.... 

Sometimes, I took her car for tuition class in F6.... 

but we have no idea where is she now.... 

I told my mum bout her.... My mum often drops by at her house and talks to her parents... 

My mum just went to her house yesterday... She told me her parents cried... After 3 years, and yet they still couldn't find her.... 

3 years.... for a long time... her parents never saw her... never had a chance to celebrate her birthday with her... they can't attend her convocation... they can't see her in graduation robe after all these years of study... they can't have her for CNY reunion.... they don't even have a chance to listen to her

where is she now... hopefully, she is fine... and hopefully, she can find her way back.... 

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2006/10/26/nation/15824376&sec=nation

1/4 of a century

going to be 24 soon.... 

I have spent almost a quarter of century.... what have I done???

Let's c.... 

I was born in Taiping... I spent my childhood in Taiping and Kota Bharu (only a short period of time)... Then, I studied my kindergarten in Kuala Terengganu...

I remember that I was punished by teacher in kindergarten for cannot understand her instruction in Mandarin.... I remember that my english-educated mum taught me how to differentiate the 撇 (one stroke which is to right) and 捺 (another smooth curve to left).... I remember when teacher asked, "who is still using feeding bottle to drink milk?" A boy put up his hand right after teacher had finished the question.... and I was the one who did not admit it..... 

oh yeah.... I always went to my uncle's room... back in those time... i had no siblings... only me alone and my neighbours who were all boys.... i often asked him, "why Michael Jackson can lean like this?"

and i always fell on his mattress.... duh.... and my uncle liked to bully me... there was one evening, i saw him happily eating something which is yellow in colour.... I asked him to let me taste it... he said no... (told ya, he's bad)... then, i took the skin that he peeled off from the yellow food and showed it to mum... then, only i realised that that yellow colour thingy is MANGO... haha... since my mum knew it, finally I got to taste it... yummy... haha... 

my toys... i had barbie... yes... a real barbie... hehe... and i had my masak-masak set with TV set... then, a lot of dolls..... and i had Roger rabbit and friends (i got this from KFC).. wat else... i had a snooker set... i had an army of soldiers.... i had fire brigade as well... i had those tranformers-like cars..... i had never played the paper doll where you can change the paper clothes for her... never... that' s so fake.... i prefer barbie...

and I grew up watching TVB series... yeah... since i was small, i was glued to TV... watching cartoons... Mickey Mouse (I watched the black and white mickey as well... i remember mickey is on the train... ) Tom and Jerry, Roadrunner (beep... beep...), captain planet (water, fire, earth.... ), care bears, Smurf, Ultraman, Baja Hitam, Power Rangers, Doraemon, Duck Tales (Uncle Scrooge and 3 cute duckies... duck tales... wuhoo... duck tales... wuhoo... ), woodpecker, barney, sesame street, art attack...... 

Continued my Primary 1 to Primary 4 in the famous Chinese school in KT --> SJK (C) Chung Hwa Wei Sin. I was in the second-last or third last class in Primary 1... this made my mum so worry about it.... I was the assistant class monitor back in primary 1....

And I remember one funny incident.... my grandpa gave me a gold watch... i wore it to school.... And a teacher asked me, "is that a real one?"... And i replied, "yes." hahaha.... back in those time, I thought that teacher is stupid... of course, the watch is a real watch. If not, how can i wear it??? As I grow older, I finally understand what the teacher was trying to ask.... haha.....

then, back in primary school.... I have a group of sisters... yeah... sisters gang... so, we arranged ourself according to our birthdates... if i'm not mistaken, I think I should be the 3rd or 4th sis.... and I was in choir team.... yes.... I sing....  so, in Primary 2 till 4, i studied in first class... The first class is red (M), then yellow (K), blue (B) and so on.....

during those time, I read comics.... doraemon... and guess what... doraemon in Malay.... haha... i could get only Malay version Doraemon comics in Kuala Terengganu.... guess I picked up my Malay vocab by reading comics.... then, I read the Malay detective stories... Siri Salmah.... only rm2.5 per book.. so cheap...  

and in Primary 3, i threw up in the class.... haha.... I looked forward for the moral class the most... coz i don't have to attend the moral class as teacher selected a few of us to have intensive training for our Mandarin and Malay tests.... oh yeah... before i left the school to Kajang, I was in Malay dancing team as well.... 

Then, I moved to Kajang when I was in Primary 4 with my cute little sis who always bite her Minnie Mouse.... ewww... with her saliva drooling... yucks.... 

SJK(C) Sg Chua..... sometimes, I went to spend time in my friend's house who was nearby my house.... 

In Primary 5, I went to Langkawi.... SJK (C) Chung Hwa.... hhmmm... We had to stay back after class because we had tuition class for UPSR... so, we had some 1-hr break before our tuition in school.... We walked all the way to the nearest grocery store to buy junk food... there was one time that a friend of mine offered to give me a ride by taking her bicycle.... and FYI, i don't know how to ride bicycle.... and I fell from the bicycle... sigh.... was scolded by mum for this....

I made friends with a Korean classmate and a Chinese classmate... not that close with the Korean classmate coz she was tall and I was short... haha... I am still not tall now... I had chance to practise the Chinese way of Mandarin with her... which I think even nowadays I don't have too much of Malaysian Mandarin accent... not too much....

Then, the first few months of my secondary school started in Langkawi... Langkawi doesn't have any SMJK.... so, I entered SMK Mahsuri.... that was the first time I had classes with other races in school.... (as in back in primary, I still have classmates from other races... but they are in minority).... i learnt the word "Hang"... Hang (Malay) means you.... guess i started to brush up my Malay in that few months... 

spent only a few months of my Secondary 1 in Langkawi, then I moved to Ipoh.... SMK Ave Maria Convent.... haha.... a famous girl school which is very hard for you to join... sigh... even my sis can't get into this school eventhough we are staying so near to it... hng.... I have no reason why i managed to get into this school without sponsoring any table, chair, fan or hall for the school....  anyway, i spent my secondary life happily in this school... everyday, I walk to school.... and i walk back to house.... whenever i forgot to bring anything to school, i still can run all the way back to get it (of course, it's before school hour starts).... i joined Leo Club... which I think i have learned a lot throughout my Leo life.... always went out on Saturdays to attend activities that are organised by other Leo Clubs....

not to forget, the vest.... aaawww.... i miss the vest.... The vest is passed from one fiscal year to the BOD of the next fiscal year.... and it's with a lot of badges..... met good friends whom I still keep in touch until now... 

we organised activities... and I created those souvenirs... mummy in a coffin, fish in a chicken essence bottle, a cloth hanger for booklet.... and it was that time, that i realised that i have probs in my Cantonese pronunciation... I couldn't differentiate between 旧街场 and 旧鸡场... uncle taxi driver pointed it out to me while my fren who was taking the same cab laughed at me.... T.T

after form 5, opted STPM... and I spent 2 years in SMK Sam Tet... a boy school...  USST and sixth form society.... what did i do???? I never went back to library to study after school hours.... I often go to ipoh parade which is just opposite my school.... I was busy with activities... and I like to spend my time joining activities and lepak at USST room... haha... oh yeah... organised a camp in a school at Cameron... gosh... i never realised that school is very scary at night especially in a windy night.... ewww... horrible... FYI, that camp had only 2 to 3 gals included me... the rest were boys... however, it was a fun as I never tried to have camp in school... Leo club never did that.... haha... maybe leo club has a lot of money.... haha... i played a CNY sketch.... and I was the grandma in the sketch... Ggrrr... why me.... I skipped class to go for dim sum with my pork chops friends... and we were caught red-handed... damn... but it's a good experience... hehe... 

in UM.... lots of interesting cases happened here... joined a lot of activities.... met a lot of people... in uni, i think it's a potray of our society... our society is sick... and our undergrad are sick as well... no politics in uni.... yeah yeah yeah yeah... i'm a 5-yr-old kid.... been to a lot of bombastic life in uni... went out for yam cha and continued with dim sum in the morning.... juggled between meetings, assignments, tests, practicals, lectures, projects.... and yet, i still need to have yam cha session.... all the fun, exciting, thrilling moments in uni.... squeezed 10+ people into a small little van because we had to run away from "something"...purposely have my fren red car to drive near to a college to see what is happening... some meetings...  

I'M LAZY

I know I'm lazy....

I did not update my blog for a few months....

not my fault.... it's all because of my working life.... (yeah.... it's an excuse)

I can't imagine if i were to spend my whole life just working... working... working.... and working... 

no way.... 

anyway, in these few month-time, there are some changes in my life.... 

1) yes... as i mentioned earlier, I have to work to earn money.... 

2) I'm no longer staying in Sek 17, PJ.... Currently, I'm staying in somewhere near Segambut, Jalan Duta, Solaris Mont Kiara there.... I have an air-cond with me.... Finally~~~ phew (FYI, I never missed air-cond for my sleeping time before I entered uni. haha) However, the sad thing is I have no roommates and housemates... 

yippie~~~~

I know this is my 2nd yippie post.... 

I won something again... yes... again... in the same month... the 2nd month in the year of 2009... February.... 

I won 4 movie passes for the premier screen of "Seven Pounds"... Starred by Will Smith..... 

Since I am so lucky, guess I can try my luck in buying jackpot.... Hahahaha

LOST

Was too excited in updating my phone... And I thought I made a backup of everything in my phone... 
After finished the software updating in my phone, I found out that I DID NOT BACKUP my contacts, my messages, my calendar events.... 

Grr... I lost all my contacts.... I lost all my messages.... ALL~~~ nothing left... only those songs that were stored in my memory card left.... 

On the negative side of it, I lost all my contacts.... 
On the positive side of it, I managed to have a big cleaning spree on those contacts that I have not been contacting for ages.... previously, I had about 500+ contacts in my phone....  

On the negative side of it, I lost all the messages that we have been exchanging all this while... I lost all the mini diaries that I wrote in my phone... everything is gone.... 
On the positive side of it, I have to keep on movin'... have to move on without you... 

after all, life still goes on.... no matter who is by your side.... time is still running by its own rhythm... non-stop ticking... not waiting for you... I better catch up with it... 

TRUST

do you still believe in trust???
I doubt that.... 

yippie~~~~

* print screen from foodpromotions.blogspot.com

yippie.... I won it.... 

I won All You Can Eat Dim Sum for Two at Hotel Equitorial KL & Dinner for Two worth RM100 At Tai Zi Heen at Prince Hotel and Residence..... 

Thanks to foodpromotions.blogspot.com for getting the sponsor for the 50,000th Visitor event..... 

Never thought that I am that lucky to get the prize... as far as i knew was that there were a few 50,000th visitors.....  

Who said that ox year is a bad year for those who is borne in the year of Ox.... Probably gotta thanks my mum who brought me to "bai tai sui" during CNY.... do leave me a msg if u wanna know which temple that I went.... 

yippie~~~~~

will continue to support foodpromotions.blogspot.com especially in current economy situation.... 

All of us want to get CHEAP, QUALITY food..... kudos to Malaysia Food Promotions Blog

p/s: I am supposed to blog bout my V-day and Post V-day celebrations... well... shall blog it soon... soon... real soon.... 

another blog

Now, I own another blog... 

Started my blogging in Friendster, then I changed it to MSN Space... 

And finally, I landed to blogspot... 

I chosed blogspot it's due to the fact that I can put ads here... well... just earn some extra pocket money while blogging... N i don't have to pay a cent for it... Forget bout the electricity and internet subscription... 

So, for those who are viewing my blog... just move your mouse and click the ads at your left hand-side... Yes... I repeat left hand-side... If you don't see any ads, refresh a few times until you see the ads then click on it.... 

Don't worry... it won't cost you any money.... 

WON'T COST YOU ANY MONEY.... thanks... (^.~)""

anyway, have to say a big BIG BIG thank you to my sis of helping me with the blog... muacks... love you... glad that I have such a lovely sis... Sis, I will bring you to Hong Kong after your PMR, ok??

Shin Hye Sung (duet Lyn) - It's You (Geudaejyo)

Translated

Credits: Lyrics / gasazip Romanization / kisstherain_ @ soompi

na gi da ryeot jyo 
geu dae ran sa ram al ji mot haet deon geu ttae bu teo 
neur mid eo wat jyo 
eon jen ga geu dae japanese ge doel geo ra neun geol 
i geon kkum i ahninji 
na ui o raen ba raem i 
nae nun ap e seo i ru eo ji neun geol

geu dae jyo o jik na man ui sarang 
kkum e do geu ryeo wat deon nae so won eul 
al go it gi e ha neur i nae ge bo nae jun sarang 
teong bin nae ma eum eur chae wo jul 
neo wa so jung han i reum geu dae 

nan mideul ge yo 
eon je na u ri ham kke hal geo ra neun geol 
him deun na nar i ra do 
eotteon apeum i rado 
nae ma eum eur heun deul su eopt neun geol yo

geu dae jyo (geu dae jyo) o jik na man ui sarang 
kkum e do geu ryeo wat deon nae so won eul 
al go it gi e ha neur i nae ge bo nae jun sarang 
teong bin nae ma eum eur chae wo jul 
neo wa so jung han i reum geu dae 

ga seum beok chan nun mool i 
geu dae du ppyam e nae son kkeut e heul leo nae ri jyo 
yeong won hi mut ji anh eur nae sarang 
ga man hi nun eul gam eu myeon deul li jyo 

geu dae sum so ri nae ga sesang eul sa neun geu iyu
him gyeop ge nae min nae du son 
jab a jun nae han saram geu dae 
o jig han saram geu dae

such a nice song that those k-pop fans should not miss... It was released in Feb 2008....

however, it is still a nice song that you won't grow bored to listen to it again and again... Never thought that Shin Hye Sung can sing so well.... he's superb....