social sickness

I realise the importance of FB nowadays.....

Almost 90% of people can hardly live without FB....
FB is for them to know about what others are doing.... to know what others are thinking.....

Some may say that they are looking for networking in here.
However, may i know what kind of networking are they looking for?!
or is that important to add those people that you hardly know them into FB?!
or maybe they merely want to ensure they have more than thousands friends in their account to show that their networking is wide and they are socialite....

Haha.... you are just who you are.... by adding a lot of friends in FB doesn't mean that you are good or you are outgoing....

FB aside.... what else?! hhmmmm
double parking.... just leaving a name card after you parked your car behind another car doesn't show that you are kind....
You are the same like those car owners who left their cars and blocked others....

they are sick... and i'm sick too...
damn

last...

After a month (in fact, it is lesser than a month after deducting my annual leaves), I left....
I was totally excited on my last day... very excited... cleaned up early in the morning.. and started to countdown... (damn... i'm like a psycho... it shouldn't be like that... i should at least feel sad of leaving this company behind... but i think i did not.. )

Now, I am now looking for a platform that enable me to learn more about business...
I am sick of BSing around... wasting every moments in my life....
I am sick of being fake while learned nothing and listened to BS...

in there, i could hardly find facts...
standards are set, yes....
however, all these can be changed depend on who you are dealing with...
they give allowance to certain ppl... they ask certain group to follow strictly... y???

i know i should not focus on the bad points, those shitty moments...
but... i'm disappointed...

maybe throughout this 1 year, I did enhance on the skills that I have already possessed...
and i had a chance to meet new friends....
what else???
knowledge which is related to the company...
that's it??!!!

Hong Kong & Macau (11012010 - 16012010)

a nice holiday has finally come to its end...

Hong Kong
1) it is undeniable that their living expenses is very very very high...
soya bean --> HKD8
a normal bun from MTR station --> HKD 6+
wan tan (shrimp wantan) --> HKD 28 (only wantan, no noodles)
pork chop rice --> HKD 35
pearl milk tea --> HKD12
HOI LAU SAN dessert --> HKD20
ice-cream --> HKD 7
an egg tart --> HKD5
2) it is so convenient to take MTR
my gosh... it is so well developed and you don't have to wait for a long time to take MTR.....
3) their living tempo is fast
escalator is fast.... ppl walking cross the road is fast.... everything is fast.....
4) it is a shopping heaven at there
you can get a nice and proper dress for only HKD39.9.... cheap cheap cheap
5) you can find bonjour and sasa everywhere
no matter where you go, you can find these 2 outlets everywhere
6) you can often ask the direction from others.... they are willing to help you out....
7) their restaurant/cafe or what do you call that is very small....
most of the makan place at there offers the most 10 tables... with small round table lagi... gila.....

Macau
1) a lot of sightseeing here
all the churches.... all the nice buildings
2) makan place
Yummy portuguese tart....
3) casino
went to Wynn (their fountain music performance is the best among the all)

conclusion.... i'm going to visit both of these places again and again to experience more about these 2 lovely places

holiday

sigh..... holiday is a no no for me.... i'm so jealous at my sis, who can spend her sweet time in home... doing nothing... but just to move herself from bed to dining table and back to her bed....

how i wish that i could turn back time and back to those days whereby I can have a lot of holidays....

nowadays, I have to check whether company is scheduling any training session before I can book ticket from Air Asia (-.-)'''''

i foresee that I have to spend even my weekend working.... damn...
i hate this... seriously, i hate this.....

it's my life... and i'm not selling my life and my world to the company....
i need my own time...
i need to run my world and not to depend at your time....
i want to control my time and not you, who control my time....

why on earth that there are people who can work for more than 10 years....
i have yet to work for even 1 year and I have started to feel bored...
aaarrggghhhhh....

them....

passed by a construction site around 10pm plus....

saw a big group of construction workers queuing up and waiting for their bus.....

they left their beloved family members and came all the way to Malaysia...
by having a dream... to earn money....

but, when they are here, they started to realise that life has not been an easy one for them... they are discriminated by the people in this country.... they are being forced to work till late night in order for them to earn more....
they are staying in construction site.... or having more than 10 persons in a room.... but yet, they are building those nice condominiums for those rich ones....

BUT, who knows... maybe they are enjoying it.....
haha....

all the best to them...
i would rather salute them than our national leaders...

malaysian driver

Aaaarghh.... 

I know I should not be shouting all the bad words when I'm driving... 

but i just couldn't control myself... 

road accident and even traffic jams can be solved if everyone just followed the rules and not to "cut queue".... 

they are just thinking about themselves.... 

putting their hand means that they can cut your queue... what kind of law is that.... damn... where the hell is your car signal??!!!! i so feel like chopping of your hand, do you know that???? 

BIAR LAMBAT ASAL SELAMAT.... 

I really need meditations.... to release my anger towards those idiotic dumb driver.... 

next time, whenever i encounter this type of driver, i shall pray for them.... hopefully, they won't get into accident in the future.... bless you.... 

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手痒。。。。用回被我遗弃已旧的Panasonic手机。。。。

看到很久很久以前的信息。。。

竟然还有以前搞活动而认识到你们的信息。。。。

呵呵。。。这电话可以存很多信息哦。。。

有很废的傻简讯。。。

有很窝心叫我要好好照顾自己的信息。。。

有生日的祝福。。。

有莫名其妙的简讯。。。。

读着简讯，竟然还能想起当时的我在哪里，做着什么。。。

那时的我，或许读太快了， 而没有领悟到什么。。。。 

现在，读着同样的东西，觉得自己好像错过了什么。。。。 

但，终究都不一样了。。。